KENAPA JADI CAM NIE ? :'(

sumpaa nie first time jadi kad niaa ,. bru cpl hari nie . tapi dah cam-2 jadi . sapa yg nakk paham niaa . sume tak pham . fade up lhh duhh :'( now pun tnga nanges ,. nanges sbb apa ? sbb lelaki lagy . kenapa jadi cam nie ? bru hari niee cpl laa weyy ,. tapi mslh nyaa cam dah brbulan cpl . ohh Yaa Allah , please help me to solve this problem ., yaa , i do i love my bf , muhammad nazrool ! and i'm serious with him ., niaa bukan maen-2 ,. sebelom nie , niaa cpl pun tak penaa nakk maen-2 . niaa nakk muhammad nazrol paham niaa ,. wlupun sikit . niaa nakk dea thu apa niaa nakk dlm relation kitorng . niaa tak thu siapa yg tak serious dgn siapa . padahal niaa sygg dea . bukan nyaa tak sygg . i really love him . i want him to know what my feeling right now ,. ke nakk niaa ulang balek apa niaa nakk ? okie ,. niaa ulang . niaa nakk relation niaa cam org laen . yg sesweet seperti gula cam org laen . nakk jadi pasangan bahagie cam org laen . tuh jaa ,. susa sangad kaa :'( " muhammad nazrool , i harap kita jadi relation cam tuh ,. bgie you susa kaa ? tak apa kalau susa , tapi dpad paham i pum jadi lhh sayangg :') tuh pun dah cukup bagi i . asal kan relation kita tak pecah belah kan ? " hem , for you hunn <3 iloveyousomuch !